Fearful and Anxious Thoughts
Have you ever been mid-conversation with a friend and suddenly realized you haven't heard a word they said? Certain thoughts command our attention to the exclusion of other layers and nuances of human experience. We have all been distracted or pulled into a train of thought - hijacked by worry, replaying a difficult moment, or spinning into what might go wrong.
Anxious thinking narrows our world.
It makes sense that it does. During the millennia when our nervous systems developed, humans lived in small family groups. We were wired to react to potential threat because underreacting could have endangered our survival. That instinct still lives in us, even as we navigate crowded cities, noisy environments, and the relentless stimulation of modern life.
When our nervous system is activated, we lose touch with our compassion for ourselves and others. We become overly critical. We may gossip. We grasp for comfort or push others away. Anxious energy is contagious. People sense it, and it can activate their own fear. This is not a character flaw. It is a nervous system doing what nervous systems do.
This is worth sitting with for a moment. When we are desperately unhappy or overwhelmed, we naturally look to others for support. Yet the very energy we are carrying can make it hard for people to stay close. They may feel overwhelmed themselves, or unable to meet us where we are. Sometimes they pull away without either of us fully understanding why. It can feel like rejection, when really it is just two nervous systems struggling to attune to each other.
Anxiety shapes the way we treat the people around us. We may become critical, of ourselves and of others, in ways we wouldn't be if we felt safe and settled. We might reach for gossip as a way to feel temporarily included or powerful, only to be left with a low hum of unease afterward. These behaviors are not signs of a flawed character. They are signs of a nervous system under stress, doing its best to find solid ground.
The good news is that we can work with this.
Over time, we develop confidence in practices like cyclic sighing breath, looking around the room for signals of danger, and recognizing when we are in the grip of catastrophic thinking. These coping and regulating tools help us build a new relationship with our own minds and improve our resilience.
We need to keep coming back to kindness. Some of us carry shame about the parts of ourselves that surface when we feel unsafe, the part that snaps, or clings, or disappears. Offering ourselves some grace helps us change our perspective and be on our own side.
The process of spotting fear and working on our emotional regulation creates a foundation of freedom and agency. We can learn how our system works. We can heal. That is available to all of us.
Want to explore this further? Join me every day at 8AM, and this Sunday at 10AM Eastern for a live guided practice on Insight Timer, where we work with these ideas together.
This week our focus on on Fearful and Anxious Thoughts, from Chapter 4 of my book Friends With Your Mind, newly expanded and revised.
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