When nervous system dysregulation is at the root of someone monologuing at us, what are our options? This might be someone we care deeply about and want to be there for. What does it cost us to be subjected to their dysregulation over time? Do we consent?

It is hard work to remain grounded when we’re around people with dysregulated nervous systems.

We can’t change the past. We can’t transform our parents into lovingly supporting us. If they have done their own work, that’s a bonus.

We ourselves can take on the job of extending empathy and supporting ourselves. We can stop the inner critic attacks.

We can learn to be consistently reliable and kind to ourselves. We can be the “good enough” parent we didn’t have.

Who can you invite to be on your side? To support and encourage you? To provide unconditional love and encouragement?

Visualize your inner nurturing community in a semi circle around you. They are kind and honest and supportive. They have your back.

Invite the inner critic into the circle. We are listening to your concerns. What is it I need to know? Why are you here?

I’m On My Own Side

What would have to change for this to be more true?

• Know who I am

• Nurture a connected, empathetic relationship with my mind, body and breath

• Stop shaming and criticizing myself so I can

• Respect, accept, and honor myself

What does my heart know?

As my mind quiets, I become more comfortable with the energy in my heart.

My adult self is present and supports traumatized parts that are still experiencing fear without trying to avoid or “fix”.

I come back to witness consciousness, present to myself, my whole body, breath, energy.

I rest in the heart and listen.

Just the presence of consciousness is a healing force.” Michael Singer

It doesn’t work to protect ourselves by armoring up and closing our heart. By being present with and witnessing our heart, we develop strength and steadiness. We feel our emotions and they move through. We’re no longer scared of the content of our heart.

“The root of the mind is the heart.

How do you then work with this heart? Relax. You literally work with it like a mother would work with a child. You hold it. You be loving.

You don't expect other people to do that. It doesn't work. You have to do that.

You have to bring that love, perseverance, strength, and consciousness to the heart and you will find, and this is like a miracle, that if you just be there with it, that it will heal.” Michael Singer

“Your mind will not let you accept life as it is. Your mind talks about a lot of things and most of the things it talks about are things that bother it, or it thinks can hurt it, or it thinks it will go wrong, and it's just in there constantly talking.” Michael Singer

"We need to prioritize our social relationships like our life depends on it, because it does." Dr. Julianne Holt-Lunstad

The science is clear. Social isolation and loneliness are hard on our health and life span.

We can feel alone in a group or happy on our own so it’s more than physical proximity. What are some factors to consider?

Being in survival responses of fight/ flight/ freeze kills intimacy

When we’re in fight, people are scared of us and protect themselves from our anger

When we’re in flight, we’ve emotionally left the building

When we’re in freeze, we’re numb and disconnected

don’t you imagine the leaves think how comfortable it will be to touch the earth instead of the nothingness of air and the endless freshets of wind? From Song for Autumn, Mary Oliver

At times I long for the comfort of touching the earth instead of being buffeted around by the reality and intensity of the world. My heart feels too heavy. Life feels like a lot. I’m tired. I want everyone’s suffering to end and I want ease.

Breathing plays a profound role in our health.

Breathing interventions are relatively easy to learn, may be done at any time, and can help restore balance.

The autonomic nervous system will not allow us to relax our vigilance while our breathing is rapid and shallow, or while we’re holding our breath. Often accompanied by tension in our body, this breathing pattern sends a strong signal to our nervous system that we are in danger.

We can do practices to change this and allow our breath to signal safety and make our neuroception (perception of safety and danger) more accurate.